hej bea

It’s 6.30 in the morning and I’m sitting in my bed, fully awake. It’s because I’ve been awake all this time, actually. I haven’t been trying to sleep, but if I did I would fall asleep. I’ve been playing Songpop all night with maximum amount of players (around 40).

I’m waiting for mum to go to work, which she will in an hour. I’ve been hungry all the time, and the thought of eating has kept me awake. I don’t wanna go up so she sees that I’m awake (because then she’ll understand).

I also think that by staying up like this I can fix my circadian rhytm. Again. Because I managed to mess it up again. Perhaps somebody understands my logic here?