hej bea

Had one of those special dreams again. It was a dream full with nice surging feelings, a really good dream. It were about all kinds of things, and I had no idea where we were but I was with a guy I had very strong feelings for. He did all kinds of things I can’t remember, but I followed him everywhere. He was involved with dangerous “creatures” that wanted to destroy the world, and when the world was about to go under we wanted to lie next to each other, to die in each arms. Sounds very dramatic and sad, but it wasn’t like dying for real. It was if we knew that the next place that we were going was going to be amazing, and there wouldn’t be any more evil creatures. And if we lied next to each other, embracing each other, we would both travel to the next place and continue to be with each other.

We had a bond that I can’t explain. But it was like as if nothing else mattered, because I was so happy, and he felt the same. We were two people who loved each other, but our love was so mutual that it felt as if we were only one person. Maybe somebody knows what I mean…?

I just love those dreams! Because the emotions feel really nice. The problem is though that when you wake up, you feel so sad. Because you just want to return to the dream.

It’s really romantic, actually. And I think I got inspired by the song “Join Me” by HIM, I listened to it yesterday again after many years – I had kind of forgot about that time.